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Yeah, that’s what i felt. Guess I still have to wait….

It takes 10 step to succeed, but it all lay at the 1st step.

Looks like everyone is busy, busy preparing for this Christmas. Busy shopping for gifts. Busy preparing for Christmas service.

For me, this will be a busy working Christmas. This year pass by like a flash. Tough year. Where in KLCC today, looking around for gifts for friends and family. Met Michelle and Siew Leng, so I joined them for a tea and talk about how this year fly by so quickly. Got myself a book today. And now I have 3 books to finish. Not to mention I have loads of work on my plate. Including Jeremy & Elena’s wedding stuff to do. Frustrated at times. Well, who knows… no one does.

Some how this time, I’m not very excited about Christmas anymore. I like the Christmas carols around but i never felt the same again towards Christmas.

And still haven’t found a solution to company resources yet.

I really don’t know what to do. Never knew that this can happen even right in my home. I felt sorry and at the same time i felt bad. Sorry bro, I really don’t know what to do to help or how. Because I know there is no way that I can do to save it. I was in it too… she’s too stubborn and self righteous. No authority can even make her realize her mistake. Why I can say that, that’s because I saw the whole situation building up.  Hope you get through it man, you deserve better. Stay strong. It’s not your lost but hers, you’ve been faithful. At the same time, so many things related to this made the family unhappy.

Let the Joy of the Lord be your strength.

Sometimes looking and reading of inspired stories and people makes me wonder will I ever make it there. Wonder will I even make it to my dream. Suddenly everything seems so blur. I felt undirected when I put down so much time to my work. I have ideas but am I going anywhere? My surroundings and happenings seem such a discouragement. I guess, God is telling me and reminding me again. I’m seriously in trouble this time. I’ve learned and now I have to face it.

One of my partner decided to leave the company and quit doing what he has been doing already. Sad that he is not at the same page as what we have dream for the company. Now I’m short of skills. I trying to push harder to pick up new skills in this field I’m working in which I realize that this business is going to change in 3-5 years time due to upgrading world of IT.

So where am I heading today?

And here she is the Wacom Cintiq, a 21″ tablet monitor which cost a bomb! RM 11 500. There goes my list. I really have to work extra hard. This baby gonna help me save a lot of time on my work.

On the other hand, there are rumors of Mac’s next product. Some people call it “Mac Tab” some call it “Mac Pad”. Well, I don’t really know how good its going to be. I’ll just wait and see.

Ok, need some fresh air and I’m back to my work. Running out of brain juice. -.-”‘

Images are taken from:

http://randymstaana.wordpress.com/2008/03/14/wacom-cintiq-20wsx-review/

http://www.nu-skull.com/nublog/?p=25

Morning falls like rain into the city life
There goes another night
Losing my breath in waves
Knowing that ever crash is bleeding the hourglass
and taking the strife from all our lives

Everyone keeps talking
They promise you everything
But they don’t mean anything

We may loose our focus
There’s just too many words
We’re never meant to learn
And we don’t feel so alive

So goodbye, these days are gone
and we can’t keep holding on
When all we need is some relief
Though these hard times
Through these hard times

Move your hands in circles
Keeping me hypnotized
The power behind your eyes

Move around your bedroom cursing the naked sky
You should be here tonight
But you stay alone and cry

Say goodbye, these days are gone
and we can’t keep holding on
When all we need is some relief
Through these hard times
(whoa) There’s something missing
(Oh whoa) You’ll never feel it but you
(Oh whoa) You’re gonna feel it when it’s gone
When it’s gone

Say goodbye, these days are gone
and we can’t keep holding on
When all we need is some relief
Through these hard times
(hey) these Hard times
(oh no now) Hard times
Hard times

Say goodbye, these days are gone
Say goodbye, these days are gone
These days are gone

Was finish helping Ash to clean his new house with his family today then for dinner opposite Ampang Point. Ben phone rang…

Mom says the vet said “I’m sorry, i cannot help you anymore…”

“Lucky’s kidney is 60% not functioning and it’s currently affecting the liver” My sister crying in the background. My mom cried too and i couldn’t stop tears from coming down.

NOT AGAIN

I was there at the vet to see lucky today, after my lunch appointment and meeting. He looks weak…

I felt sad when I looked at him. I felt even worst now.

I’m so used to greet Lucky every morning. Pick him up and play with him before I leave for work. He’s such an adorable companion at home. My closest friend when I’m alone at home.

Was having dinner with my friend’s parents and was only asking his dad, how is his business doing, is it badly affected? While he is answering I can see the stress on his face, he said he is looking for other ways to do business in. He is currently a contractor for housing development and renovations.

I’m quite interested to tackle situations like these, because my family gone through a tough time because of economic downturn like these. Well at least I know this is the root. And sometimes when my relatives talk about this issue somehow will talk about my dad being the victim of the 1997 economic turmoil. That’s when I tell myself that I’ll master this economics thing. I’m having a tough time, not again I’ll let this happen in my time. and for my generations to come. Staying and cramping in one room, have to rely on people to fetch here and there. All these times I’ll not let it come to my family ever again. I pray it won’t.

Looks like the year to come will be a tough one. I still have to live on, and need new ideas that can continuously generating income for the company on this tough year. God give me wisdom as I make decision.